Tuesday, March 3, 2009
I'm frustrated. Mad. Angry. Sad. Annoyed. Irritated. Pfft!
I envy those w perfect family.
I envy those who have a good older sister.
I envy those who have a good older brother.
I envy those who have a good in-laws.
I envy those who lead a happy life.
Nevertheless, im much more fortunate than the those less fortunate.
Sometimes, I felt like giving up. I felt like wanna shake/wake things up.
It's just getting on my nerves. Its hasnt getting any better, but its getting worse.. I guess??
Wtf! -_______-
I won't elaborate much on what exactly happening to my life, be currently or the past. Only those who's really closed to me, knows what its about.
Thank to them, i'm still here standing strong.
My BFF since childhood, Mimi. Thanks for being there w me everytime i need someone to talk to.
My best friend, Syizah. Thank you too. You're the only one who could listened to all my problems, shits and stuffs. And i'm glad that you really know how i've been through my ______ life.
All the smiles, laughters in me are just to hide what's deep inside that's full of some grudges, hurt, sadness and disappointment. I don't like people to know that i'm actually having problems and stuffs so yeah..
Well eventually, I always thanked God that i still have the sweet lovely people ard me. Especially my mom. I love you, mak! We'll go through this together and insyaAllah everything's gonna be all good. Not forgetting, my lovely GIRLFRIENDS, i swear, without you girls, my life wouldnt be colourful. Thank God that i meet you girls. Everytime when i'm w ya'll, i felt happy and you girls always make me smiles. Only god knows that how much i love you girls so much! <3
Yeah, i felt much more better after putting this in my blog, at least. I hope this never ending drama in my life will find its long lost happy ending episode real soon.
Oh, before i officially end this post, i would like to wish Happy 17th Birthday to Lala.gf!! Imy!
.Azie
♥plastical♥heart♥affair; 1:24 PM
